not full disclosure

today i am blue. i don't normally feel this way, although there was a time when i was quite intimate with the feeling.

i have done all the things i normally do when i am blue to make myself feel better, but so far they aren't working.

so now i feel restless and grumpy, impatient and irrational.

i'm not quite sure how to remedy my state.

1. The last thing I ate was a bagel with strawberry lavender preserves and nutella for breakfast and orange juice.

2. a bike lock is something I recently bought.

3. When it rains, it can be wet and cold or it can be soft and warm.

4. b was the first person I talked to today.

5. Hugs are essential and i love to give and receive them.

6. being cozy-wrapped in a blanket or taking a hot bath gives me extra comfort.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to driving to SD and hanging out with old friends, tomorrow my plans include attending a friend's annual summer party and Sunday, I want to go to the beach!

june reads

1. Bones of Faerie by Janni Lee Simner

2. All Together Dead by Charlaine Harris

3. gossip girl: only in your dreams by cecily von ziegesar

4. From Dead to Worse by Charlaine Harris

5. Dead and Gone by Charlaine Harris

6. gossip girl: only in your dreams by cecily von ziegesar

7. gossip girl: would i lie to you by cecily von ziegesar

8. gossip girl: don't you forget about me by cecily von ziegesar

9. Dingo by Charles de Lint

10. Suite Scarlett by Maureen Johnson

11. chibi-vampire vol 13 by Yuna Kagesaki

12. Wintergirls by Laurie Halse Anderson

challenge update

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1. When I heard sarah mclachlan's fumbling toward ecstasy for the first time in eigth grade I was instantly enthralled and have loved her music since.

2. laughter is the best medicine.

3. It's late, but i can't stop watching trueblood.

4. i will love books always.

5. My eyes have seen many horrific things and many beautiful things.

6. i feel strongly.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to eating indian and going to a water park, tomorrow my plans include yoga and hanging out and Sunday, I want to read!